10 Things About Me

I was tagged by the lovely Empress Anisa . So here a some random things about YasminL-

1-I'm a very sensitive person but Im too good at hiding it. I always try to act tough like nothing can ever bother me, but behind close doors I'll start crying like a baby.

2-I get frustrated being around a lot of people. I think Ive just recently developed this in the past year. I really don't like being around a large group of people. AI could do it for like 20 mins. and then I'm like let me get the hell out of hear.

3-I have major hearing issues. Sometimes I have to ask people 3-4 times what did they say. My husband gets annoyed by it, but its not my fault. I really can't hear half the time or maybe people are just speaking too low. But Ive gone to the doctor and they say my hearing is fine. My mom says I only choose what I wanna hear, so not true in some cases. Just one of those mysteries that can't be solved.

4-I have a habit of overcleaning the kitchen. I swear I can't stand being in a dirty kitchen or seeing dishes in the sink. I feel like I wash dishes twenty times a day. I'll scrub the counters and the stoves til my fingers hurt. I guess Im a bit obsessive when it comes to that.

5-I talk to myself sometimes. Its a bit scary but you know how when you're doing something and you just start saying what you're doing or like where did I put that thing. I do it all the time. I'll even start talking to my phone saying something like "stop falling", like it's actually gonna listen to me and do what I say.

6-I'm a over joyous person. I love to smile and laugh 95% of the time. Even when Im depressed I'll find a reason just to laugh. I hate having a frown on my face, it causes wrinkles. Plus a smile is a form of sadaqah, so why not smile?

7-I can never stay mad for too long. The longest Ive been mad at someone was maybe 2 hours and that's because I was acting like I was mad when I really wasn't. I don't know what it is no matter what anyone does to me or say to me, I can easily forgive them and move on. I never hold on to grudges. What's the point of stressing over something that you are probably gonna forget the very next day?

8-I constantly check my eyes to see if there's anything in them. I hate to walk around and still have sleep in my eyes.

9-I realize I say 'like, 'you know', and 'i guess' a million times when I talk. I guess its a habit but funny. It's funny when someone points it out and I still continue to say it during the conversation.

10-Sometimes I have a really hard time trying to convey my point of view. It's like on the tip of my tongue, but yet I can never get it out or I think it'll come out the wrong way or people will misunderstand me, that's why I like to stay quiet.

Okay I'm breaking the rules and adding another one-

11-I hate being alone. I can stand a few hours at home by myself but for a whole day or more than that, I can't do it. I swear I have an anxiety attack. I like to be around people. It was my biggest fear growing up as a child and I guess Im still scared of it.