Sunday, December 14, 2008

I've Found the New Me

Salaam Alaikum everyone. I hope that all you had a wonderful Eid. Sorry I've been away for awhile. Ive been soo busy trying to get things done, and kinda vacationing lol. I went to ATL last weeik and I had soo much fun. IT was great to see my friend that I havent seen in such along time. I didnt wanna leave but insha'Allah next time she'll visit me.
Alhamdulillah, Im feeling good and have made a lot of progress. A lot has happened this weekend, but I cant yet share it with you, but I can say it was a big transition. In time I'll say. Im finally away from my ex-husband and it feels oh so good. Im not back in NY, but somewhere else, location undisclosed. Im happy, healthy, and very positive. Surely Allah SWT has answered my du'as. Patience does pay off. My iman is so high right now and insha'Allah it stays that way. This is surely the end of a horrible chapter and the beginning of a new one. I have been able to take the time to analyze myself and what I want outta life. So now I can say Ive figured out what I wanted and my ex-husband never fit into that picture. I guess I was just in denial for a long time, trying to fix something that couldn't be fixed. Alhamdulillah, I don't regret anything that has happened, but I see it as a great blessing. I benefited both of us. We got to see what we both needed and wanted. We got to find our true selves and what made us happy and Im truly grateful for it. So its out with the old and in with the new. And oh yea, my iddah is over, so Im a free woman, for now lol. Im starting a new journey and insha'Allah you'll be there with every step of the way, insha'Allah. May Allah SWT bless you all.

Now I have a lot of catching up to with reading blogs. Hope I havent missed much lol. Love you all

7 comments:

Habayeb said...

Alhamdulilah sis, you feel better, happier and best part is your faith in Allah is high and you know He is always with you to guide you. take care!

Umm Ismail said...

Alhamdoulilah sis it so good to breathe sometime. it good to get away you have to allahu allim Take care of you self. Life is a Lesson and By Allah's will we will over come its down falls, and praise at or Good times.

Marisa said...

That is so good. I had read your past blogs and I just knew Allah would help you out because you seem like a super nice person.

Malek said...

Suhban'Allah I am glad you have come to a place in your life that is pleasing to not only you but to Allah as well I will make du'a that you continue peacefully on your new journey insha'Allah

Ma Salaama,
Malek

Lazeena Umm Yusuf said...

Wa alaikum salaam sis

Makes me get an iman rush just hearing about someone feeling so spiritually high and on top of their game mashaAllah! I pray it stays that way for you, isnt it a great feeling? take care sis and about the dove facial wash - i'm still waiting on a response about that, for now its just the bar soaps that are garbage bound! funny last night i had a dream i went to the factory to speak to them about this issue LOL

Jannah said...

hahahaha wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i feel special cuz i know =)

Yasmin said...

Salaam everyone, thank you for the well wishes. Im feeling so good thanks to Allah SWT.

Aren't you lucky Jannah lol!!! I think you were the first person I told. Don't worry everyone, I'll tell in time :)